Sunday, January 24, 2010

3 days

I'm really angry
I'm not sure why
I just feel like I want to punch something
It's just, I feel like life is catching up to me finally, after weeks-wait years- of avoiding shit, it's finally at my doorstep with flowers and a bunch of fuck you. It's not gonna go away. I just feel angry. I don't know. I'm a little lost at sea I suppose. Maybe frustrated is a better word. I just don't feel like I'm on solid ground anymore. I'm losing my grip, on everything. My mind keeps withdrawing into fantasy to avoid the reality of the situation- Life is here, I'm right on the fucking precipice of the real world. I gotta focus. I need something to focus on. Give me something, life. GIVE ME A CLUE.

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